change of address

From today onwards, the blog address will be changed to

www.shallwetalk-kradcal.blogspot.com



Today, I set up a new blog. I myself didnt what the new blog is going to do, maybe to signify a new start? Hmmm... Maybe...

Metrosexuality

ARGHHHH... regrets... I have been cooping at home most of the time after A lvl cos I really have nothing to do outside so might as well stay at home and do some housework or sleep. But now I regretted it. Just now I was reading my buddy's (Justin's) blog and in the latest post he talked about his trip to expo for an adidas sales but in the end they went to the l'Oreal sales instead cos there wasnt anything that interest them at the former sales. ARGHH... I am also a metrosexual like my buddy. Haix... I also had a few things to buy from the sales especially I will broke after I buy from prom clothes a few days later. So i quickly went to the expo website to check when will the sales be ending and sadly, it ended TODAY! Haix. Its just too bad then. So just get away from the topic.

Jess had found a job (amazingly fast) at a hotel called something mandarin next to the cineleisure. Also amazing enough, my mum's friend also worked there. More amazing is that they will be starting their work tomorrow. The world is so small. Sad to hear that they, both girls, are starting to work so fast already. But laterI will be saying that "Glad to hear that they, both girls, are starting school so fast already when we, boys, are stuck in the stupid camp" Yah, its quite ironic. Hope that their work life can start smoothly.

Actually I wanted to talk about this yesterday as I have uploaded the photoes yesterday night but suddenly the computer just went haywired and disconnected. So lazy to upload again yesterday. Its about my prom cloth. True that my prom is with ACJC, the rich school so I cant compare to my fellow classmates with how expensive my cloth are but I think I can still be nice-looking and stylish with cheaper cloth. The image that I want to portray with the cloth will be a english schoolboy look, that kind like some royal family student kind of look. (Dont know if you understand but ya, thats the best I could describe what I wanted) Basically, I want to have the schoolboy feel but doesnt lose the style and elegance. Its because both my sister and my tutor said that I am more suitable to have those si wen look cos of my face is not that kind of cool looking face, abit nerdy that kind so cannot really wear cloth that are too cool or punk or daring. Actually wanted to upload the photoes tonight but it was not successful for dont know what reason so too bad. Anyway it includes a white based shirt with some tribal floral pattern which I have not bought but already knew where to get it, a black singlet jacket which is now one of the hottest item, a black cargo pants ( I am still thinking to get a new pair or wear the one I have) and a black tie with green stars all over. Also I thinking to add a hat to the set of cloth or not. If yes, then I will be adding a black hat from Topman. For shoes, I will be wearing either leather shoes or sports shoes depending I want it to look more mature or abit younger and stylish, but most probably the latter. So that about it for my prom night. Maybe I will try uploading the pictures again tomorrow.

This is a song by Eason Chan. Its not one of those big hits song or those famous K songs. Its recorded in his black . white. grey album. I like this song because it is simple yet meaningful. It hits right on the spot of what love means.

世界
作詞：姚若龍　作曲：陳小霞

沉默是一種回音來自你　

很深的心底　

重復著　 我要離去　我要離去　

可是我不想傷害你



微笑是一種逃避來自我　

很深的愛情　

假裝著　 沒有問題　沒有問題　

我們一定能撐過去



原來愛情的世界很大　

大的可以裝下一百種委屈　

原來愛情的世界很小　

小到三個人就擠到窒息



原來愛情的世界很大　

塞了多少幸福還是有空虛　

原來愛情的世界很小　

每一腳踩過就變成癈墟



沉默是一種回音來自你　

微笑是一種逃避來自我

Tests

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experienced soul who appreciates tradition. Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone. Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient. A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people. You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others. Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone. But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

This is so sad... I cant deny that I am an Old Soul anymore... sad...

Ms Lim wedding...

On this day, 25th Nov 2006, Ms Lim is no longer Ms Lim but a wife of a man named Chin Koon. Today was a happy occasion. The wedding was so touching and romantic. Most importantly, Ms Lim was SOOOOOOOO pretty, elegant, charming, gorgeous, good-looking, beautiful and every word that describe pretty. Her husband is so lucky to hjave such pretty and kind girl to be his wife. I wished them a "happily ever after" and I so wished my future wife could just be half as pretty as Ms Lim. I didnt dare to take a photo with Ms Lim, I don't even dared to walk near her cos she was too pretty today. I could feel my neck burns when she walk down the aisle during the marriage ceremony. As she walks down with her father, she was glowing with a special aura of happiness and love. Until then I understand why people say that a woman is the prettiest when she is in her gown marrying a man. I cannot agree more. Because it was supposed to be a Christian style marriage ceremony so inevitably, there will be the usual singing and praising. I have never been so touched by a Christain song thogh, maybe because of the event. the song goes:

Reaching for you:

I cant believe the way

Your love has got a hold on me

Each morning I wake to

find You near

You lift me above my fears

And set my feet on solid ground

All of my days belong to You



And I breathe in Your breath

of life that fills my heart

You are my all consuming fire



I stand here before You

In wide opened wonder

Amazed at the glory of You

The power of heaven

Revealing Your purpose in me

As I'm reaching for You



The lyrics really touch my heart. Personally I think that marriage is sacred and those who condemns marriage are the most unfortunate people because they do not see adn do not enjoy the happiness and sacredness of marriage. Honestly, I almost cried when the marriage vows were recited and at the moment when the couple said "I will". It was th emost memorable moment and touching ones in anyone's life . So when will it be my turn to say I will? ALl these touching moments brought me back to think of some emo stuff. During my exam days and recovering days, I listened to lots of songs, thought alot and reflected alot. By the way before going to the emo stuff. Today was also my first day after fm last paper I met up with classmates. so after Ms Lim;'s wedding/ Supposed we should go out for outing but we didnt. June Ten g have to go back to pack stuff and check out to go back to M'sia. Jiun Siang and Jeff werent even there cos they were busy with their own stuff. So in the end I went shopping with Jess as she needs to shop her parents' birthday presents. Although we didnt do much but I found that trip quite happy and enjoyable and much better than the first date.

After 17 years of studying, finally it's over... for the time being...

Today is the last day of A levels for me, my last paper is further maths paper 2. It was supposed to be an easy paper but I was too panicky but never mind, it's over already anyway.

Yes, I am writing this post when I was doing what I can't do during school. I am dyeing my hair when I am writing this post.

Actually when I have finished my A level, I was really very relieved and happy but this excitement and thrill was gone almost instantly. Really, what Ms Lim said is really true. Ms Lim once said that Jc 2 term break will be the last holidays that we will actually know what will happen next in our life, that is continue to study. Now, we are having the first holiday that we wouldnt know what will be happening. The more I think, the more I think it is true. After this holiday, what will ahppen? NS? Uni? Slack? Slack? Slack? A word that is so a stranger to me. For 17 years, I have been slogging and tiring myself out for results and studies. It sounds really emotional and yes I am quite emotional here. Haix. so A level is over, and so???

Yeah Maths C is gone!

Finally Maths C papers have finished already. The paper was indeed unusual, unusually easy for the stats part. I dont think there was much of a task to do the paper. Hope can get A for Maths.

Arghhh... This is the 4th day of A lvl and this is also the 4th day I didnt sleep well. I am so tired and and and dont know how to describe, just dont feel well. It will just going to get worse cos Monday is PHYSICS! Stupid physics. Die!

Damn tired. No mood to write.

My Confidence in Monday's Physics paper:

Totally defeated

My Fears:

Like prelims

Like prelims

Like prelims

Cock eyes

Press calculater wrongly

Forgot definitions

Forgot numbers

Forgot formula

Mental block

Stupidity

Overslept

Dont know how to do

Too nervous

Too scared

Like prelims

Like prelims

Like prelims

Etc

etc

etc

Chem P3 down next is Maths C P2...

I wrote this post to relieve my anxiety for the Maths P2 later. Yesterday's Chem paper was a difficult one because it was not the usual chem paper 3 I have been doing but it wasnt all that bad until I have no answers. At least I still have answers for all the question no matter right or wrong. Anyway , Food Chem wasnt all that difficult luckily. Too bad milk curdling didnt come out, I spent all my time memorising it though. Now that its over, can throw food chem away already.


Maths paper 2 is coming VERY soon. It just about 2 and a half hours away. Heard from my mum yesterday that there was a girl whom my mum like had flunked her Maths paper 1 earlier according to her. Cos she had encouraged me during my O lvls, heres my words of advice for her A lvls this time (although I wasnt doing all that well also): No matter how difficult the exam is and how unfamiliar the questions are, never to give up before going into the exam hall, during the exam jus put aside all that stress and negative feelings to give your best in the exam. Ok I admit that I cant really do that myself but for sure one thing is that I can concentrate fully during exams. Anyway Xiao Yuan All the best for the rest of your exams!

My Confidence:

Hmmm I think I know the Maths paper 2 will be an unusual one

My Fear:

All the usual stuff

Maths halfway thru.. Chem next...

Today was a disaster - not that I couldnt do the paper but before the paper at all I was so nervous and chicken. I almost fainted outside badminton hall. Almost everyone wondered why I was so nervous including myself. I also thought that Maths was going to be an easy task for me but I just got so freaked out. Maybe its because Maths is supposedly easy A for me so the stress to get a confirmed A is greater. Anyway the paper wasnt too difficult. Luckily Justin asked me out to help him yesterday! Instead he helped me with a complex number question without him I would have flunked that question. Other than that, the other questions werent too tough. But there were lots of careless mistakes also, the good thing was I picked them all out (all that I can see).

Next will be the Chemistry paper 3 tommorrow. The toughest part about the coming paper will be the inorganic chem and the option topic that is food chem for me. I guess its the same for a lot of people cos firstly, inorg chem was the last chapters we learned throughout our chem syllabus so as the teachers had said, there will sure be the "last topics sydrome" so its easy to not to do well. Secondly for food chem, its just too much memory work. It sounds fun and exciting as a topic to read on as leisure or recreation BUT definitely not for exam. All the nutritive facts and mind-boggling structures of glucoses and proteins are crazy. So definitely I prefer thermochem as my option topic because basically its all calculation which is more of my strong point. Anyway, no choice AC had always chose food chem for the non-bio students. Just like my O lvl biology, the facts are getting in and out. Some can be memorised with ease but some are just so stubborn.

My confidence tommorrow:

Physical chem except electrochem

Org chem

My fears:

Forgot calculater

Press calculater wrongly

See questions wrongly

Choose Either/ Or questions wrongly

Forget all the food chem

Mix up alpha and beta glucose and fructose

Forgot down down up down and up down up down

Forgot the reactions of the chlorides and oxides

Forgot the trends

Forgot all happen to the oxidised or reduced stuffs

Mix up Cathode and Anode

Cock eye

Wake up late

Too nervous

etc

etc

etc...





Wish myself all the best!!!!