acjc on youtube

I was waiting for my tuition when I received a msg from my tutor saying that he can't make it today because he was sick. Then I went on surfing the net and log on to youtube. Nothing much to do so I just search for acjc (ie my school). Surprisely I saw this video




When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing how you don't respond when we ask,

Getting you to reply's an impossible task.

Try as we may, we just cannot explain,

What on earth is going on in your brain.



The smile on your face doesn't mean we amuse you,

There's a look in your eyes saying we just confuse you.

Your hand's never raised from the table, whenever we call.We're trying our best...

But you say nothing at all.

Every lecture you hear teachers talking out loud,

But you sit silently, just a face in the crowd.

Old Mr. Webster could never define,

What is happening within your mind.

What on earth is going on in your brain.



The smile on your face doesn't mean we amuse you,

There's a look in your eyes saying we just confuse you.

Your hand's never raised from the table, whenever we call.

We're trying our best...

But you say nothing at all.

It was an item by our teachers on teachers' day celebration. He sang When you say nothing at all with editted lyrics and Wake me up when the lecture end (ie Wake me up when September ends editted version) It was so hilarous. Heres the Wake me up when the lecture end




Recess has come and passed

The morning break can never last

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

My exams will come to pass

Term three has gone so fast

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Here comes the pain again

Walking down the stairs.

Stuck in LT 2 again

Under the tutor's glares.

As my memory rests

And forgets what I was just taught

Wake me up when the lecture ends.


Recess has come and passed

The morning break can never last

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Ring out the bells again

Like it did when school began

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Here comes the pain again

On the projection screen.

So many words again

Makes me wanna scream.

As my memory rests

And forgets what I was just taught



Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Recess has come and passed

The free periods can never last

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

My exams will come to pass

Term three has gone so fast

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Wake me up when the lecture ends.

Boxers

It is quite rare that I post on my blog so frequently. These two pictures were taken last saturday when I met up with my ex schoolmates for dinner. Actually, they called me out just to give me my birthday present. So guess what i got? A Doraemon boxers in bright yellow! That is so sexy. *0*/ I was quite shocked actually by their invitation already and plus the boxer I was almost tramatised. I guess the restaurant will hate to see us again also. We had dinner at 6 then after we finished, we continued staying there to play games (the restaurant provides them). We played scrabble, poker and monopoly until 9 plus. After that we went home. Thats the most sian thing to do at orchard but i thought it was a fun trip though. Then we walked to the Somerset MRT station and we all went home. *felt quite guilty that I didnt see them home, esp when it was already 9 plus ;)*

heavy damping of my mood swing

I have been quite down recently ever since the prelim results were out. I can't say that I am happy about the results but I guessed I have only myself to blame for the disappointment. The last few days were torturous as I just can't think properly and my rationality is going haywire. I have never experienced such sadness before as if I was going to die, seriously. Indeed, the grades showing in my report card wouldn't be the same as what i got actually due to moderations. My principal said that those moderations were made to help us apply to overseas universities as projected grades, but I think they meant more than that for me. At least I take that as a consolation and a psychological support for me to attain those grades. As such, I start to feel better after that.

The flu is still killing me and my nose. I have also passed the virus to my friend. *paiseh hahax* But it is so unfair! I was down with flu for almost two weeks but I still not recovering but he recovered in ONE single day! I guess I was psychologically weak and vunerable those few days so the illness just worsen. Now I feel better, hope that the flu will recover quickly.

Actually the reason why I am writing this unusual post, if you have noticed - it's in proper English!, is because I was influenced by a blog of a friend of mine. He writes his blog in proper English and that made me realised how lousy my language was. So I think I should start writing more in proper English so that it can improve, hopefully. Also, it is because he really resembles me alot when I was at his age. He is now 15 (hope you don't mind me telling others your age) and he seems to think alot about his life, his relationships with others and other things that seem of minimal importance to normal people. That was exactly me four years ago and I was also pessimistic about a lot of things. I guess I have changed over ages and I am now less pessmistic and less of the "thinking too much" character. So my advice for him is this: The real mistake is not to admit that you have made a mistake and an apology is never too late if you say it sincerely.

happy birthday to me!!!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me! hahax shud sae 19 times.. but better noe let ppl noe i 19 le... (as if they dun) hahax

lets sing a birthday song to myself first
我知道傷心不能改變什麼
那麼 讓我誠實一點
誠實 難免有不能控制的宣洩
只要關上了門 不必理誰

一個人坐在空盪包廂裡面
手機 讓它休息一夜
難 像切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂
(間奏)
一個人坐在空盪包廂裡面
手機 讓它休息一夜
難 像切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂...

although abit sad but tts life... hahax
anyway i would like to thank all my frens and loved ones who had wished me happy birthday!!! muacks... although u may nt wanna receive it.. hahax... the thank you will run from :
reena (even though it was one dae too early)
den justin
den my daddy and mummy
den my granny
den beiqin
den shiyuan
den weiling
den elizabeth
den ying jie (gave me a BIG surprise)
den june teng
den a guy whom i did a survey for
den my msn chatmate
den jeffrey
den justin agn
den my sister
den guojie (oso quite a shock)
den jesslynn
den jiun siang (after telling him i didnt block him)
den han xiang
den derrick
den my classmate whom i lost the contact so i dunno who was he (so if u have read this pls tell mi who r u)
den my tuition jie jie and gor gor
den jackson and his parents
den my aunt in hk
den kian miang
den adrian (hes actually early but hes in canada so time diff, anyway THANK YOU!!!)
den albert (he too is overseas, sorry tt didnt meet him when hes back)...

first time in my life got soooooo many frens wishing me happy birthday realli feel fortunate.. hahax... thank you so much.. realli.. all ur wishes hav washed off my sadness and disappointment for the stupid physics at prelims le... i will work hard one! hahax... anyway i oso jus realised tt i actually have so many frens.. hahax... drowned in love todae (although its alr 17 sep when i wrote tis)... hahax... so in tt case let me wish kian miang...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! ( so am i the first?) \^0^/



just u may hav see tt someone isnt in the list... (u noe wat i mean) :'(
hahax... jkjk

ok nw i noe myself better.. and i have decided to change! pls wish mi good luck

ok.. todae is quite a sad dae and the coming fridae will be worse... firstly.. i realise from my gp tutor tt i did the most diff qn out of all the other qn of paper 1... so tt leaves mi a chance of passing at like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% and in simple maths terms.. round down to 0.00% in 3sf... omg.. i failed gp.. and secondly, after gng thru the fm paper 1 and 2.. the chance of passing is jus similar to gp... nw i am so worried for phy and chem... i am so screwed tis time.. nv been so worried about grades b4... i am dead.. alr prepared for bad results..nw is jus hope tt i can take the blow on fridae and wun jump down some building on the dae b4 bdae... i hav absolutely no mood to tink of wat bdae and stuff... but too bad... i tink i deserve wat i will get... i realli didnt work hard tis yr... i was soooo slacked and stupid... didnt bother alot... so if tis time i fail the examm.. it jus serves me right... to tink i still help my sa frens in the hols... beta tell them to forget wat i hav told them... later hai le ta men... wat ability do i hav to help them... omg.. feel so stupid... haix...


ok.. actually tts one thing in skool... den the other was bout myself... i asked my sa fren todae a qn... i asked her : how hav i changed from the past.. cos i saw her recently and it hav been more than a yr since we last met... so jus wondering wat others opinion bout me.. and the ans was shocking... she said i was unfriendly and scary... i noe i wasnt good at the beginning bt being described as scary and unfriendly was wat i didn thot of... ok nw tis is scary... so i didnt realised tt i was unfriendly and scary for the past 18 yrs.. (gng to be 19 yrs)... i feel realli lousy and i feel a real need to change... during hols i oso chatted wif my ac fren den she oso more or less meant the same thing.. so its true... haix... from wat i hav heard so far... i was, in the past,: unfriendly, scary, unhelpful,rude, attitude, zui ba jian(i noe tis), sly, talkative, kpo, asshole..... so i was so lousy and i didnt realise... honestly, i will change at my best ability... hope tt i can make it...

den comes to another thing... recently i hav been chatting and msging my old fren agn and heard some of their life story and had some feelings... tok to her quite alot and realise tt my life exp is relli quite limited and so narroww....


haix.. ren sheng zhen shi fan... nan guai my mum sae... 凡人真是烦人